Pondering over this, uncertainty is really drilling into my head. I don't know if i should clarify about this or not. But i really want to get the facts right, but this, will create a complication i would not want.. What should i do? I desperately need an answer..

Well, today was quite a normal day.. Saturdays i will wake up at 6am, because 7am need play MapleStory as i have a private Zakum batch.. What a waste of time, but i must continue to do it.. So i continue playing till 10am..

Actually there is a very funny thing about games. You tend to have a split personality in game and another in reality.. You tend to scold more when you are unhappy in-game, and you would want to share your unhappiness with your cyber mates.. But this totally don't apply to reality, as in to majority of the people.. When you are unhappy in reality, you often bottle them up and not revealing it to anyone, stay in low profile and try to get over it by yourself.

But you know that you need someone to give you the necessary advices, someone who is willing to lend a listening ear, someone who you can depend on, who will keep it confidential. But you also know that the chances of having someone like this is very slim, and you know that sometimes, people just can't control their mouth..

But there are still some people who wants to let the whole world know when they are unhappy, angry. These people sometimes, may be because they bottled up too much, and they need some breathing space. Some, just plainly seeking attention, and annoying people. They may not know that they are a nuisance, but, they just enjoy the attention..

Afternoon was in my grandparents house, playing mahjong with my relatives and using laptop as well..

At night, went to play soccer with shun li, parvin and YTSS people.. went there dry and came back wet as it was raining and the ground was wet as well..

Well, now here am I posting after a wonderful bath.. The post is very long already and i would end here. Ciao~