To someone who actually came and tell me that seeing someone fainted is not a big issue.
I think i didn't make the seriousness big enough..
It nearly resulted in another death..
Yes, death and no kidding.
Blood pressure was very high during that time.
It nearly burst.
Yes, Heart attack.
Try it for yourself.
Receiving this kind of news when you are working.
Yes try it.
Nobody understands till you experience it.
the emotional turmoil you have to face.
the amount of pressure,
the amount of sadness,
the amount of everything happening all of a sudden.
Yes, i am a bad boy, i am a bastard, i am a sucker, i flirt, i hong, whatever you guys say.
whatever negative,
yes i am.
i am all of the negatives you guys said.
i am none positive.
that always happen in life.
people only remember negative sides.
they don't remember the positive sides.

thank you too yishan. yes, although u fucking scold me with so much vulgars _l_
i appreciate it.

Our conversation due to the fact that i am lazy to host the picture..

♥ Please just don't play with me ;D My paper heart will bleed ( L ) -> pic-thlove.bs.com says:
fuck u lah thomas knn, cbk.slash lan? slashing helps anot?
slashing doesn't help at all. & what's with that, "A video of me taking 20 panadols" ?
pubor kia. ccb.
just what the fuck are you doing with ur life.

+Thomas+ Slashing my wrist constantly somehow removes some of my emotional hurts... says:
dunno..
i am tired...

♥ Please just don't play with me ;D My paper heart will bleed ( L ) -> pic-thlove.bs.com says:
tired of what

+Thomas+ Slashing my wrist constantly somehow removes some of my emotional hurts... says:
go read my fking blog if you have seen what happened

♥ Please just don't play with me ;D My paper heart will bleed ( L ) -> pic-thlove.bs.com says:
So?I guess you shold have been mature enough to take some stuffs like this.
You're not the only one who have people passed away.
Everyone does.
Now you're not only hurting yourself.
You're hurting the ones around you. Be it your friends, family, I guess, even your deceased "Bei Gong".
If he knows that you're doing all these, and since he dotes on you so much, don don't you think he'll be awfully upset to see yourself slashing your wrists, taking sleeping pills, overdosing on panadols?

+Thomas+ Slashing my wrist constantly somehow removes some of my emotional hurts... says:
haix.
u alsoknow how it feels right..
same day.. 2 things happen
summore i working halfway.
haix

♥ Please just don't play with me ;D My paper heart will bleed ( L ) -> pic-thlove.bs.com says:
That time I knew about my granddad pass away. I was only sec 1, or 2. Like you, he doted on me alot too.
I love him.
But, it didn't seem for me to be the same case.
I didn't take panadols, slashed wrists, much less overdose on drugs.
And my dear Thomas, you NEVER have to bottle up your sorrows, your anger, and everything.
I'm always here for you.And as I see, many others too.
I might not know what the other thing that has happened, sadly, on the same day, but, I know that no matter what, I'm always here for you.
If you need someone to talk to, till like 6am, be glad. I'm here. I don't mind listening to your troubles, listening to your rants.
Because friends should always be there for each other
And I know I'll be always here for you.And I hope, you'll also be there for me, when I need you.
+Thomas+ Slashing my wrist constantly somehow removes some of my emotional hurts... says:
i will..