Moments like this, when I am alone, memories start flushing in, telling me how much an idiot I was.

Life is so full of regrets. Today, another regret came and talk to me after we drifting apart for so long. Although it seems immature at that point of time, I thought we would work out just fine. But it's the past now, and I believe you had moved on from me. I guess.

Penning down all these digitally really helps me recall all those silly mistakes I had done in life. Thomas, stop. You need to relax now. Your life is in a mess and you are tiring yourself out.

I feel I am carrying too many burdens at one time. I can barely cope. Save me. I am drowning in my own silence..